Making a third appearance on the Yesshift podcast, Trevor discusses the reissue/remaster of Talk.
A look into the musical world of Trevor Rabin: composer, performer, and a man of many careers.
Introduction:
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Monday, May 13, 2024
Friday, April 5, 2024
Flashback Friday: golden oldie
Thanks to a tip-off from a regular reader...this is an upload - I believe - of a track from one of the Lekker Kitaar albums which Trevor recorded under his Trevor Terblanche pseudonym. Most of that material is instrumental, so it's still my best guess as to the actual source, since this features Trevor also singing the song in question which does appear to be based on John Lennon's cover (from the Rock n'Roll release) of Ben E. King's 1961 classic in terms of arrangement. It is worth noting that all three of those albums each had a Beatles-related song included in the tracklist.
Thursday, February 8, 2024
A pleasant surprise!
Yesterday, Trevor announced that he would be releasing the demo version of "Fragile" - previously only available as a bonus track on the deluxe Rio release - to streaming services.
As stated in the social media post:
I’m particularly pleased with the space, in terms of production, and happy with the simplicity of the lyric. Life is harsh, fickle and Fragile. My intention regarding the guitar solo was for it to drip onto the “page” so to speak.Tuesday, December 5, 2023
Media Watch: recent articles
A review of the 1976 album The Bull and the Lion (which featured instrumentation by Rabbitt):
https://www.ft.com/content/9dc0c20a-0051-4aac-bed0-47621a386eda
Trevor on the creation of "Owner of a Lonely Heart":
A listicle/interview regarding many of Trevor's best-known (and brand-new) songs:
Friday, September 29, 2023
entering "Oklahoma"
Today marks the release of the third advance single from Rio, Trevor's reflection on the events of the 1995 Oklahoma City bombing, a beautiful song which displays poignancy and grandeur in equal measure.
Saturday, September 9, 2023
Rio (preliminary) review
As I was given the opportunity to preview Rio - though without the context of liner notes and lyrics - I thought I would post my initial impressions with the aim of publishing a longer in-depth review upon official release.
My initial impression, much like some others who've had the chance to preview the album, is that this is not entirely Trevor the hook-master writing in previous idioms. I feel as if he has progressed into other realms which express the breadth of his stylistic impulses while at the same time embodying certain aspects which we might expect, but again going beyond in a playful and adventurous way. And I feel like the vocals are also confounding our expectations a bit, Trevor is still the melodic singer we know, but the current context of his artistic life allows for something new and interesting.
"Big Mistakes"
As numerous others have noted, this track has a great hook-y rock-pop sensibility and thus opens the album in a context we recognize as regards Trevor's overall identity. To me it feels like a familiar friend, from Lou Molino's stutter-step drum fill to that big riff and lots of dynamic Alembic bass. It is quite different from the rest of the album, but as I've noted that stylistic diversity is one of the hallmarks of Trevor's career then it's entirely fitting for him to pull a bit of playful bait-and-switch. And the cellphone gag is classic Trevor!
"Push"
This track has received a lot of positive feedback from those prog-loving fans of both YesWest and Trevor's solo career. Vinnie Colaiuta certainly comports himself well, as we would expect. There is a feel of metaphorical messaging rather than direct rhetoric as regards the lyrics, which Trevor has noted are about "the horror of politics and politicians." I would say of all the tracks, this one feels most like the spiritual successor to what we heard on Jacaranda.
"Oklahoma"
This track in particular seems to meld Trevor's scoring sensibilities with his instincts as a songwriter. There is an anthemic bent to the grandeur of the orchestra. I particularly enjoy the fretless bass and acoustic guitar textures. The way the song shifts from one movement to another has a "score suite" type of structure to it. This song is said to be about the Oklahoma City bombing of 1995 and does have an elegaic feel to it.
"Paradise"
This song features a fairly straight-ahead riff with lots of vocal harmony filigree, it has a similar vibe to "Big Mistakes" as regards how the hook hits in the chorus. If I were to guess, I'd say this is the other song which features Liz and Dante on vocals. To me the highlight is the vocalese-style multi-tracked section which comes towards the end of the track and then full-on transitions into a piano jazz section with a bit of brass. Very fun!
"Thandi"
There are sounds which introduce this track which remind me specifically of Ryan's debut on Can't Look Away and so I wonder if this is Miss Rio's debut (but pitch-shifted to be more texture than specifically a voice). This song mixes a rock structure with a ZA-style mbube chorus, which indicates to me that the target of Trevor's criticism is his homeland. There is a lot of guitar goodness on this track (in the classic sense)! And if I had to guess, I'd say Ryan is the drummer on this track.
"Goodbye"
This is the "chicken-pickin" style song which Trevor mentioned recently in media coverage. It's more traditional, to my mind, it's not pop-country but rather something more like Paul Simon's "Kodachrome" (which was meant to mimic the Muscle Shoals sound specifically). Towards the end it shifts into more of a rock-sounding motif. Trevor is definitely channeling Chet Atkins in his playing and I think there's banjo entwined in there as well.
"Tumbleweed"
As pointed out by Trevor in regards to overall vocal stylings, there is a lovely Manhattan Transfer-style acapella vocal to introduce this track which then gets a bit more playful and segues into a lovely guitar landscape with gentle vocals and a bit of organ. Because so many people seem to want to insert his former bandmates into this effort, this is the song I could imagine Jon Anderson contributing to. Not that I think it's necessary at all, but it's got that vibe. It's so lovely in the various sections and the overall mood, definitely a favorite from first listen.
"These Tears"
This also makes me think of Trevor's scoring work in terms of how the track is constructed: the layering of the voices and synth elements contrasting against the warmth of the guitar and the ethereal mood of the vocals. The doomed romance aspect of the lyrics is something we'd likely expect from Trevor, but set within this mood they take on an interesting gravitas. It's also a bit of a nod to "Promises" in terms of all that ambience, in my estimation.
"Egoli"
Of course a song with this title is also going to reference the township jive and mbube styles of Trevor's homeland. A tribute to the city which raised him, embodied by positive memories and associations and nostalgia. This comes across as Trevor attempting to come to terms with his overall ambivalence regarding South Africa.
"Toxic"
The intro to this one seems like a different take on "Market Street" but then immediately shifts into a upbeat blues mode. There's a lot of interesting texturing in the verses. Trevor's vocal is quite bright and melodic against the more gritty mood of the music. I do feel like the ride-out is a bit short, I think the track would have benefitted from a more dynamic full-stop.
Thursday, July 27, 2023
Investigating the inspirations
Some might be aware of the recent fan-created documentary series on the making of Van Halen's 1984 album, the first two parts of which were pulled from YouTube due to copyright claims. Part three was uploaded yesterday (with legal adjustments), specifically focusing on the making of the album and so takes a look at what external musical sources inspired the songs...and what the creator notes as the specific inspirations for the introduction/riff of "Hot For Teacher" do not involve "Lookin' For A Lady (Wolfman)." However, he does make a compelling case for those compositions actually cited.
If you're curious, it's at the 17:27 mark.
Tuesday, June 20, 2023
Media Watch: podcast ponderings
Recently an episode of The Music Den podcast was devoted to a discussion of the 1987 release Big Generator. And this reminds me that one of my present unfinished projects is a podcast episode recorded last year featuring myself and Henry Potts discussing this exact album - or rather, attempting to adjust The Zeitgeist regarding the reputation of BigGen and redeeming it in the face of numerous detractors (including several members of the band which created it). Hopefully, one day it will finally be edited and I can share it with all interested parties. But for now, check out Armando and his guest, musician Ryan Gavalier, opining on this polarizing YesWest classic.
Monday, March 20, 2023
Collector's Corner: 90124 on vinyl
Spotted on Instagram...Trevor's 2003 archival project of various production demos 90124 was released on vinyl last month by UK-based archival concern Blue Day Label in a two-disc set of clear vinyl. It appears to be the same mastering as in the Changes boxset. I haven't been able to verify whether this is officially licensed or not, however, so purchase at your own risk.
Monday, August 16, 2021
The Secret Discography: in praise of Lady Africa
Author's note: I first wrote about this subject in 2011 on the Yesfans forum but I decided to create a more formalized and better-researched essay sometime after that, and so here it is (finally).
The most powerful of voices can break through barriers of prejudice and oppression, especially with the help of South Africa's biggest hitmakers. This is the story, and the triumph, of Margaret Nomvula M'cingana (her surname later anglicized to Singana) - known to those who loved her as Lady Africa.
The reason I have titled the essays on Trevor's work during his time in South Africa "The Secret Discography" is because for many years not much was known about the numerous projects and sessions he created and performed on, apart from his role in Rabbitt, to fans in the rest of the world. Trevor has never been particularly forthcoming regarding this period, other than stating that he played on hundreds of recordings for all types of music, as well as responding to a few pointed questions. As the reach of the Internet began to extend everywhere, more information and credits were shared by record collectors all over the world, including South Africa. Websites and blogs devoted to the musical history of South Africa during the apartheid era began to appear and our knowledge grew from there. It is interesting to note, however, that among the credits which are listed on Trevor's official site, only Rabbitt and Margaret Singana are included in regard to that era. And seeing that information is what originally sparked my curiosity and began my search, many years ago...a search which has been wholly rewarding in terms of discovering such an inspirational and amazing talent. I choose to believe that her inclusion was meant as a gesture of respect and affection on Trevor's part.
Margaret's initial progress from Queenstown to the City of Gold in the 1950s to become a singer was slowed due to the inherent limitations of the apartheid system, but at key moments her talent was readily recognized by those who could lend a hand, and her career began with local theatre and the hit single "Good Feeling," (credited to Margaret Singana and the Symbols) but she came to worldwide prominence in 1973 as a lead vocalist in the musical Ipi N'Tombi and its' cast album The Warrior. As the liner notes predict: Whatever the outcome we are sure that lead singer Margaret Singana must certainly gain international recognition based on her incredible performances on this album. When anti-apartheid protests put an end to touring of the production, back in Johannesburg she continued on with recording the albums which made her a song stylist success on both sides of the national charts, as well as inroads into the international market courtesy of a contract with Casablanca Records. And for this it was especially wonderful that she had Patric van Blerk, Julian Laxton, Allan Goldberg, and Trevor Rabin on her side. This is not to imply that any of those individuals should inhabit a "white saviour" type of role, but rather that at least they could put their power and privilege to better use by giving Margaret a platform through which to gain further popularity and reach. The popularity of these recordings led to success in terms of sales and awards, but sadly her momentum was halted by a stroke she suffered in 1978. Margaret eventually returned to singing, and recorded another great anthem in 1986, the Shaka Zulu theme song "We Are Growing" (produced by Julian Laxton) but even with her sporadic appearances in the music scene, her passing in 2000 was the tragic loss of a national treasure: penniless and neglected.
There is more than one reason to enjoy Margaret's body of work - not merely due to Trevor's involvement, but for the inherent joy of her singing, over a wide range of musical styles. But I do believe that one of the major achievements of Trevor's career in the South African era was the time and care he put into these albums, these songs, contributing to the effort of making Margaret a star by providing his musical best. His profession allowed him to cross the color line and work with whatever musicians he desired to, music serving as the universal language and connection between human beings. But it also illustrated how wide those divisions were, how unjust and morally reprehensible.
It has been a difficult task to discern between the myriad releases and re-releases of Margaret's discography, but after several years research I have been able to verify - as I initially ascertained - that there are four mid-70s era albums which Trevor worked on for her. I have noted, where applicable, the various editions and titles.
Lady Africa (1973)
Stand By Your Man (1975)
(aka Nomvula, reissued internationally as Where Is The Love in 1976)
(aka I Never Loved A Man)
Each album would usually feature at least a couple songs penned by Patric and Trevor, and this one from Stand By Your Man I think is particularly interesting, called "Open Your Mind." Trevor's music is a definite stone groove, an example of how he could compose in just about any idiom one could think of.
Monday, March 8, 2021
A Guide to Field Recordings: Around the World in 80 Dates (part one: Introduction)
A series examining recordings from the Around the World in 80 Dates tour of 1991-92 in relation to the Union Live 30th Anniversary reissue.
As some may be anticipating the May 3rd release of the Union Live Limited Edition, Super Deluxe Flight Case or the Shoreline Amphitheatre gig vinyl set from Gonzo Multimedia, I thought it would be a good time to undertake an in-depth examination of the recordings available from this tour which are in the new set. After all, this reissue is comprised entirely of existing material, so fans may already have many (or all) of the shows included.
As is noted for this release, a recurring raison d'être:
These will be included with the main program, as a way for the band to combat this highly bootlegged tour, where some fans are paying in excess of $70 per show from various Japanese websites.
Combat?! It's a little late for that, isn't it? The original Union Tour Live release in Japan was from 1999, so there's been bootlegs of the Shoreline performance since that time (I own one myself, in point of fact - and I did not purchase it from a dealer in Japan). Traders have been circulating recordings from the tour since 1992, at the very least. Granted, no one officially involved is seeing money from the bootlegs - but nor is the market for the 80 Dates-related recordings particularly robust 30 years later. So I find this a rather bullshit type of justification. After all, it wasn't until 2011 that someone finally decided to monetize the legacy of that tour at all. In offering bootleg recordings for sale, with the justification that the proceeds will go to the artist, it's only a small step up from gray marketeers cashing in because I can assure you that whatever money the artists do receive only represents a particular percentage of the overall profits. So don't believe the pearl-clutching hype in this case.
In the matter of bootleggers profiting from official recordings, yes, that should be redressed. But in terms of audience recordings? No one is meant to profit from such efforts.
A sad byproduct of this reissue is that the original Union Live release has been pulled from digital distribution. If the way Changes was handled is any indication, it will not return. There is no other official live release of 80 Dates-related audio, so I suggest stocking up on boots while you can, if you haven't already. Ironically, this might actually cause the bootleggers to profit further from the artificially-induced scarcity.
I have previously written about the live recording legacy of YesWest - of which the 80 Dates tour is a definite part - back in 2016, and unfortunately I don't believe this release is doing anything to improve upon what is already a terribly neglected part of Yes' overall history.
This new series for the blog will feature an examination of each recording included in the set, and so to begin let us review the total contents. Spelling of the venues are SIC as I've cut-and-pasted from the Music Glue shop listing. The source notations are my own.
CDx2+DVD: Pensacola Civic Centre 9th April 1991CDx2+DVD: Nassau Colosseum 20th April 1991
CDx3: Hanns-Martin-Schleyer-Halle, Stuttgart, Germany 31st May 1991 (FM Broadcast)
CDx3: Wembley Arena, UK (2 Discs) 29th June 1991 FM Broadcast + Star Lake Amphitheatre 24th July 1991
CDx3: Alpine Valley Music Theatre, Wisconsin 26th June 1991
CDx2+DVD: Madison Square Gardens, NYC 15th July 1991
CDx3: Spectrum Theatre, Philadelphia, 12th July 1991
CDx2+DVD: Shoreline Amphitheatre (Remastered) 8th August 1991
CDx3: Yokohama Bunka Taiikukan 4th March 1992
Friday, January 1, 2021
Changes, disc ten: film music composed by Trevor Rabin promo
(With eternal thanks to Dearest Friend of the blog Cee for visual assistance with the physical media. And also many thanks to everyone who has helped spread the word about my coverage of Trevor. I truly appreciate everyone who has taken the time to read the blog and also provide engagement via links and other comments on social media.)
"Grace"
"Banger Sisters"
"Prague"
"A Beautiful Mind Trailer"
"Remembrance"
"Friendship"
"Sunrise"
"Gettysburg"
Wednesday, December 30, 2020
Media Watch: Changes makes a Best Of year-end list
Published today on the Something Else! website is columnist Preston Frazier's listicle featuring his picks for the best of those boxsets released in 2020, with Changes coming in fifth on the wide-ranging roundup.
https://somethingelsereviews.com/2020/12/30/best-of-2020-trevor-rabin-prince-greg-lake
Friday, December 4, 2020
Changes, disc nine: Jack Frost score promo
(With eternal thanks to Dearest Friend of the blog Cee for visual assistance with the physical media. And also many thanks to everyone who has helped spread the word about my coverage of Trevor. I truly appreciate everyone who has taken the time to read the blog and also provide engagement via links and other comments on social media.)
Monday, November 2, 2020
Media Watch: PROG issue 114
In the latest issue of PROG (the story of Kate Bush's Never For Ever as the cover story) is a review of Changes penned by the publication's editor, Jerry Ewing.
The review discusses the box's contents with various editorializing, but he opines more than once regarding his confusion over the exclusion of Jacaranda. One might very well be confused until one realizes that Rob Ayling has no interest in actually attempting to license material for release. But maybe Ewing doesn't know that.
It is all nicely summed up thus:
Changes is an excellent appraisal of (most) of the career of one of modern progressive music's true giants. It leaves you in eager anticipation for his upcoming solo album.
Friday, October 30, 2020
Changes, discs 7 & 8: Live in L.A. and Boston
(With eternal thanks to Dearest Friend of the blog Cee for visual assistance with the physical media. And also many thanks to everyone who has helped spread the word about my coverage of Trevor. I truly appreciate everyone who has taken the time to read the blog and also provide engagement via links and other comments on social media.)
Note: I know I had promised this installment in the review series much earlier but it took me a long time to write this entry mostly because I was doing so much comparative listening. We're talking five different sources, which you might very well say is overkill. And you may be right about that, but for some reason I felt it was necessary in order to render a well-informed opinion.
https://rabinesque.blogspot.com/2014/10/some-traveling-music.html
https://rabinesque.blogspot.com/2016/07/a-guide-to-field-recordings-1989-tour.html
In my album review I provided the original setlist for the tour and I wanted to reprise it here as a starting point to discussing the recordings and for the sake of clarification.
Entrance: Lift Me Up (intro)
Cover Up
Sorrow (Your Heart)/Birdland (excerpt)
Heard You Cry Wolf
Changes
Etoile Noir (with Jim's bass solo)/Eyes of Love
Solly's Beard
Something To Hold On To
You Know Something I Don't Know* (with Mark's keyboard solo)/Promises
Sludge (featuring Lou's epic drum solo)
Encore:
Make It Easy/Owner of a Lonely Heart
Love Will Find A Way
*(Recently on an episode of Yes Music Podcast, the only two fans to actually witness Cinema performing [in 1982 at the John Henry rehearsal facility in London] referred to the former song as "Carry On" and that may well be the actual title. It's the title which became associated with the song as their recording of the rehearsal circulated in fandom during the intervening years. The reason I think it's titled as I've indicated has to do with the chorus, long-time fans know very well that Trevor normally places the song title in the chorus. To be fair, both phrases can be heard in the chorus. I believe I have seen a copyright filing with the title I use, but I can't conclusively verify that.)
Let's discuss the provenance of this recording. My apologies but I don't have the name/pseudonym of the original taper/seeder. If that person wishes to make themselves known to me or someone has that information and can impart it to me (via email) then I do wish to give proper credit.
It was originally a simulcast of the show on December 5th, 1989 from Boston's Paradise Theater on local FM station WBCN. Any and all versions of the Live in Boston recording stem from this single source. It was recorded onto cassette from the radio and then transferred to digital and speed-corrected using a Roland VS-1680 DAW then downloaded to CD-R and converted to FLAC for seeding/trading. At some point the Highland Project took this source and created the Cry Lonely Wolf version and released it on CD in 2008 (long after it had been put into circulation online) but that particular bootleg is not the original source of this recording even if it was used as the source, if that makes sense. And they're out of business now, so I consider that karma because...well...philosophically no one should be paying for bootlegs.
Of the three recordings from the '89 club tour which I have found it is absolutely the best quality because it was a radio simulcast. But despite whatever "remastering" (yes, I am using scare quotes in this case) has been utilized on the source and hence on this particular release, the source is actually at least a generation removed from what is available in trading circles. Plus, c'mon, Cry Lonely Wolf doesn't even have period-appropriate photos on the cover! Those are both Talk tour era photos. At least with Live in L.A. the effort was made to use images from 1989.
Of course, it could very well be that the source of this iteration is not the Highland Project release, and only the artwork is being referenced in the packaging. I don't actually know. But because I do believe a full show from the '89 tour should be widely-circulated and I have personally lobbied for such a thing for years, and this is the only way it's going to happen? My morals are just going to have to sit down and shut up. And Rob Ayling has already set a historical precedent for this kind of thing with Union Live.
The main goal I wanted to accomplish was comparative listening using my copy of the original seed versus the copy included in the boxset. But also, my primary point as regards the release itself - as a document of the '89 club tour - is this: Live in L.A. is the best listening experience in terms of the recording, mix-down and mastering, originally. You can really appreciate the performance of the songs, Trevor's peak as a guitar hero, and how the band as a whole worked quite well to entertain at an arena level within a club setting. The Live in Boston bootleg is the best listening experience of what the show was actually like from a historical standpoint, and that is something fans can definitely appreciate, whether they actually attended one of these gigs or not. I've encountered more fans over the years (myself included) who didn't see Trevor on the club tour than did and I think it's something we deserve to possess and enjoy. I remarked to Trevor during our latest exchange that because I was unable to travel to Tempe to see him (being a cash-strapped grad school student living in Albuquerque at the time) having a full show to listen to means a lot to me as a fan. I'm still regretful to this day but at least I can have a memory of what it was like. And so including both recordings in the Changes boxset is a nice completionist gesture, even as I'm not entirely certain it's really necessary.
In regards to having compared the two sources of the bootleg, there has been some "goosing" I would say, in terms of boosting the mid-range, making some elements cut through a bit more, like the vocals and the guitar lines. I'm not certain that was the best decision. But overall you can still tell this is a bootleg, which I believe just goes to show there's only so much you can do with such a source. There's a lot of hiss. But because we're hearing the actual document of Trevor playing to less than a thousand people there is a certain immediacy which might be missing from the official version of the experience.
I believe most of us can agree that the intro to "Lift Me Up" makes for great entrance music. And I think "Cover Up" makes for a great opener as well, it's quite dramatic. It serves to establish everyone's acumen from the very beginning. But there is a very serious recording glitch in the Boston recording which is not on my original copy as far I'm aware. Again, how could this have gotten past quality control?! I remain unconvinced there was any. And it features the first of more than a few instances of Trevor flubbing the lyrics.
Sorrow (Your Heart)/Birdland (excerpt)
I love that "Birdland" was used as the coda to this song, it's such a treat and it fits in terms of utilizing a different ending. I don't particularly mind the post-production edits on the official release.
Best version? Live in L.A.
Heard You Cry Wolf
I love this song, as long-time readers of the blog are aware. But at the Boston show, Trevor was having a really hard time with staying in key, yikes! And this was a song recorded after his range had already dropped, historically-speaking. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if Trevor re-recorded his vocal for Live in L.A. And I don't take issue with that myself. At least he got the title right, because in San Diego he said it was "Cry Wolf." And because "Changes" was edited out on the Boston disc there's an abrupt cut which obliterates the ending, again, totally shoddy post-production work. Maybe because those songs directly segue one into another that wasn't the best choice in terms of making the edit.
Changes
I feel like this song was a benchmark on the tour - like, it was important to get it right every night. But again, it seems like Trevor might have rerecorded his vocal, or mixed it really dry in the recording. The version on Live in L.A. sounds better than other sources even as there's not much difference in the performances. What really makes me think this is the attack on the long note at the end of the first verse. We know if he can do that, then it's all okay. And none of the live versions I've heard are as good as the officially-released one in that respect. In Boston, Trevor can do it, but it's obvious that he's straining, and he can't hold it to let it fall off the way it's supposed to.
Best version? Live in L.A.
Etoile Noir/Eyes of Love
Solly's Beard
That intro? Priceless. As I've written an entire essay about this piece I feel like I don't need to expound upon it further, except to say that it's wonderful to hear an actual version from this tour. There's that one part though, which sort of almost becomes both "Memphis" and "Dueling Banjos" and how fun is that?!
Best version? Aaaaah, that's a trick question! But I think having an actual recording from the club tour is a good thing, so the point goes to Live in Boston.
Something To Hold On To
You Know Something I Don't Know/Promises
Sludge
Make It Easy/Owner of a Lonely Heart
On both the Live in L.A. and Boston versions the crowd does the majority of the singing so it's interesting to listen to recordings where Trevor is actually singing. "Owner" in its' final form is not in his range, as we know, so that always makes me tense. In San Diego it's not so bad, but it's not that good either. But I am disappointed Trevor edited out that funky breakdown which comes right before the last chorus. I think the party atmosphere of audience participation makes the song more fun, as is fitting for an encore. The L.A. crowd sounds better at singing, but that might also be the result of post-production tweaking.
Best version? Whichever one you prefer.
Best version? Whichever one you prefer.
Friday, August 28, 2020
Changes, disc six: 90124
(With eternal thanks to Dearest Friend of the blog Cee for visual assistance with the physical media. And also many thanks to everyone who has helped spread the word about my coverage of Trevor. I truly appreciate everyone who has taken the time to read the blog and also provide engagement via links and other comments on social media.)
"I think it is important to remember that 'Owner' was Yes' only number one, and that 90125 was their most successful album and was well-received by the most skeptical and cynical of critics. However, it has always been frustrating to me to be perceived as the guy who just writes the hit songs. Since the album and the single were so successful they have almost been equated with commercialism, rather than people just liking the album and buying it."
- Trevor Rabin, 1995
I thought the above quote was an interesting way to introduce this essay because it's a somewhat early example of Trevor attempting to contextualize his legacy in the way he believes is credible. What he desires to be recognized for versus the ongoing perception of fans, journalists/critics and the like. And the release of 90124 is another expression of that same desire, as he was now separated from that concern for nearly a decade and coming to understand that all involved had different agendas regarding the who, what, where, when and why of it all. So taking control of one's own narrative is perhaps the only way you might convince the greater number of interested parties of your own truth. But does this collection meet that objective? Yes and no, I would say.
It was the Noughts, and all the Rabid Rabinites were living in a world where they couldn't go out and buy a new Trevor Rabin solo album, or even an album from a band he might be in, but they could go to a movie and see his name up on the screen and listen to the music he created for it and that was a progression, certainly, even if not the one many of his fans desired. But most were keeping the faith, I would say. And then...the middle years of the decade provided manna in our desert: multiple archival releases from both Trevor and YesWest giving us further examples of what we love and why we love it.
A few years ago I had the idea of approaching a review of 90124 in the context of my "Trevor vs. Trevor" series, comparing the demos of classic YesWest songs with the fully realized versions but once again now we have this boxset and so here we are. I still think it's a good idea which hopefully I can expand upon sometime in the future. As well, earlier this year someone posted a playlist on YouTube which is his version of what the Cinema album would have been, and my opinion of that assemblage will also be the subject of an upcoming entry. For now I'm going to discuss what 90124 is...and what it should have been to be worthy of its' title.
What is significant about the timing of 90124 is it was released a year prior to the reissue of 90125 as part of Rhino's "Expanded & Remastered" series for the Yes back catalog from 1969-1983. And in the context of the original idea for the album it would have made for an interesting companion to the other. Instead what we have is more of a historical compilation of demos, which is not bad but rather more kitchen sink-ish. Thus I don't think the title fits at all given the actual contents. However, because 90124 was also supposedly the original title of that album (but had to be changed to the next number in the sequence in order to achieve worldwide uniformity) there is another layer of reference in using it beyond the notion of a historical pun (in addition to the fact that chronologically its' release coincides with 90125's 20th anniversary).
But as I've noted before in terms of how Trevor ultimately viewed the release, it was to prove a point. To quote the original entry for the album on his official website:
This album is a fascinating insight showing how Trevor developed his songs and demonstrates how much his presence influenced the sound of YES.Given that various bootlegs of some of those demos were in circulation for likely 20 years at that particular point, it somehow doesn't surprise me that Rob Ayling would come up with such an gambit: entirely derivative, to seemingly trump a source already in existence, but in this particular case I will say that the sound quality is better overall because the provenance is straight from the creator. Having said that, I don't really discern any particular difference between this new mastering and Paul's mastering for the original release in 2003, which may have something to do with the source material. Some tracks sound better than others, which in part has to do with how the demos were originally recorded (as is affirmed in the 2003 liner notes).
Plainly-stated, 90124 is only the official version of the idea, and yet because it's historically inclusive it does have an additional value in regard to what was already in rather wide circulation. So let's talk about what that is.
There are two sources of Cinema-era material which have been traded by fans for many years now in various iterations. One is a collection of Trevor's demo recordings. As we know, "Owner of a Lonely Heart," "Hold On," "Changes" and "City of Love" were originally composed by Trevor and underwent various modifications and reimaginings in the process of rehearsal and recording the material. Additionally, "Our Song" and "Hearts" contain parts which originated from songs also written by Trevor. So I believe Trevor's assertion - that 90125 is an album which was built on the foundation of his songs - is largely indisputable. The other source is a recording of a Cinema rehearsal courtesy of the only two fans who were allowed to witness that lineup, which occurred in 1982 at John Henry's Rehearsal Studios in London. You might have heard their story on a recent episode of Yes Music Podcast. That recording is of three songs and a couple of instrumental interludes.
DJ/journalist Doug Curran claims that he also has a Cinema-era demo tape in his possession, given to him by the band backstage at a 9012Live show, but it appears none of its' contents has made it into circulation which is unfortunate (for us) because he also claims the tape contains a recording of the mythical (in YesWest lore) composition "Time."
Henry Potts originally composed an entry on the release for the Yescography website back in 2003-2004 and included an original tracklisting for 90124 which is much more in keeping with the concept of "Songs originally written for Trevor's next solo album which were then given to Cinema and worked up/recorded for 90125." I would say that the majority of these were likely written in 1981-82; but as we know Trevor has stated that "Owner" was originally composed in 1979.
1. One Track MindOf everything which has been in circulation I estimate there's about 20-25 songs which Trevor brought into the new relationship, as it were, some of which did not make the cut here for the original concept.
2. Hold On
3. It's Enough
4. Changes
5. Love Ain't Easy
6. Moving In
7. Who Were You With Last Night
8. Baby I'm Easy
9. Would You Feel My Love
10. Tonight's Our Night
11. Owner Of A Lonely Heart
12. I'm With You
13. Must Be Love
14. Don't Give In
That tracklist is the one Voiceprint originally said would be on the album, but it was changed fairly late on to the release we got.
The addition of "Don't Give In" versus "Make It Easy" makes sense because the latter had already been released as part of the YesYears boxset in 1991 and its' inclusion on the expanded version of 90125 meant that it was already in the corporate vault. But because "It's Over" - a song solely credited to Trevor - was also included on the reissue of 90125, it does make me wonder how many songs total were officially recorded for the album and if there's any chance we could learn of the entire slate, so to speak, even if we might never get further bonus material.
"Hold On"
Demo: (1981)
Final: 90125 (1983)
In my drafts I have an entire essay devoted to "Hold On" and the pervasiveness of its' concept. Trevor has written this song at least four different times. I can certainly understand how Chris and Alan could have listened to the original demo and said, "Yeah, this is a good idea!" but at the same time understand that it needed to be evolved beyond what it was (hence why at least at first they were using the lyrics from "Moving In"). And what it became is a classic in the YesWest oeuvre.
Again dear readers, I unironically love this version of the song. There, I said it. It's the cheesiest thing Trevor has ever written (that we know of) but it's also incredibly compelling. The chord progression just does something to my central nervous system. And that simile for sex? Yeah, I don't even know what to tell you there, except maybe he thought it was funny? Was it just as simple as the fact that kite rhymes with light? It's hilarious but more in terms of laughing at than with, so to speak. But the next time someone says "Oh go fly a kite!" you know you will find yourself cracking up.
The "unplugged" intro of the vocal melody was obviously recorded at a different time (same as the one for "Owner") but it's a nice detail in terms of how the songwriting process often does start with something so simple which is then elaborated upon in the process of building the song to actually be performed by others.
"Changes"
Demo: (1981)
Final: 90125 (1983)
Trevor has noted previously that this is "kind of a melancholy song" and that is certainly true in its' original form. It's entirely moody in keeping with its' subject which belies what the song is actually about. Even as I appreciate all of the early '80s demos for providing a glimpse into Trevor's creative process and direction at that time, I feel "Changes" really did become the very best version of itself once subjected to the collaborative process.
"Moving In"
Demo: (1981)
Final: Unreleased
The reason why both "Hold On" and "Moving In" were included is best expressed by Trevor's comment in Yesstories: "So we kept the chorus from 'Hold On' and we used the verses from 'Moving In.'" This does illustrate how many versions a song can go through before it becomes the final product. I would say that when you compare the two, "Moving In" comes off better as a complete song, but on the other hand it's just not as delicious. Those of you who love the 90124 version of "Hold On" as much as I do know exactly what I mean.
"Would You Feel My Love"
Demo: (1981)
Final: Unreleased
I get why this song likely does have fans among Rabinites because it's romantic; even after all this time it's really difficult for me to articulate why I'm not that fond of it. I just don't particularly connect with it overall. But as Trevor says it was meant to make the cut at some point, here it is.
"Where Will You Be"
Demo: (1991)
Final: Talk (1994)
I can understand why Jon immediately wanted to sing over this track when he heard it, it's beautiful. And the demo served as the actual basis for the Talk version, as I noted in my essay on the album from 2016. It certainly makes a case for Trevor's talent for instrumentals and themes which was no doubt useful when attempting to get people in the film industry to take him seriously.
"Owner of a Lonely Heart"
Demo: (1981)
Final: 90125 (1983)
As Trevor noted in his interview for Notes from the Edge, this version is updated from the one he originally recorded. I consider it as sort of a bridge between the original and the final version in terms of how he envisioned the idea overall. Unlike many people I don't think it's awful; it has a rather playful quality and the way it shifts between melodic rock in the bridge and chorus and a kind of dance-pop feel in the verses is clever and fun.
"Walls"
Demo: (1990)
Final: Talk (1994)
This is my absolute favorite of the entire release and the only reason why I'm glad it did stray from the original concept. As I noted in my recent interview with Trevor, I absolutely love the blend which Trevor and Roger Hodgson attain in this song, it's like what they call "blood harmony" which is normally attributed to siblings because they have similar physiological bone structure and thus their voices can resonate at nearly the same frequency. That kind of close harmony which Trevor and Roger achieve gives me chills every time. Plus I think it's one of Trevor's best songs (and again it's not one which has a lot of support in the overall fanbase) in terms of the way the desire for emotional connection is expressed: the contrast between the pensive quality of the verses and the optimistic yearning of the chorus.
"Promenade"
Demo: (1987)
Final: Unreleased
I do love this, every time I listen to it I'm reminded of Trevor's promises for a release featuring these kind of "classical for electric guitar" renditions and then I get depressed because it's probably never going to happen. I think it would have made interesting entrance music for the Talk tour but that idea was scrapped, it seems. But again, there's also a demo which is older than the one on 90124 and it's essentially the same idea but not as elaborate or well-recorded which makes me think maybe he re-recorded it for this release?
"Love Will Find A Way"
Demo: (1985)
Final: Big Generator (1987)
There's credence to Trevor's story of being asked to compose a song for Stevie Nicks by way of a couple details:
-1- Yes and Stevie shared the same manager at the time (Tony Dimitriades).
-2- Outside songwriters had been commissioned for material during the making of Rock A Little; another example of a song which was not used (though by Stevie's choice) was "These Dreams," written by Martin Page and Bernie Taupin which was then recorded by Heart for their eponymous 1985 album. Yet another example was Stevie hearing the work tape of "Don't Come Around Here No More" in 1984 and telling Tom Petty and Dave Stewart that she wasn't touching the song because she couldn't do any better than Tom's vocal.
So that's three other hit singles Stevie missed out on, although she had two of her own from that album, so I think it all worked out. From my perspective, I'm not exactly certain that I'm hearing what Alan White heard in terms of potential for Yes, although I suppose it's possible that what he was hearing was something which could be popular but different as regards what YesWest was doing at the time. It's definitely a pop song and as with other demos on this release it is enjoyable hearing his (lone) lead vocal. But honestly, I'm more partial to the working version included in The Alternate Generator compendium, which I suppose indicates that I prefer when the song became Yes-ified.
"Miracle Of Life"
Demo: (1990)
Final: Union (1991)
This is just a great song, and I think most people - be they fans of YesWest or not - will acknowledge that. As with "Where Will You Be" the demo - a complete song in itself - is primarily the basis for the version included on Union. For me, it's entirely in the spirit of what many believe Yes should embody in terms of theme, ambition and execution.
"Don't Give In"
Demo: (1981)
Final: Unreleased
I'm not "aka"ing this song because I still stand by my assertion that "Don't Give In" and "Make It Easy" are two different songs no matter how they came to be. However, I will say that it was nice to see the correction of the title no matter the source, but if it was me? You're welcome.
I would posit this song has been mislabeled from the time that the demo for "Don't Give In" originally made it into circulation. Although the version on 90124 is closer to "Make It Easy" whereas in the original demo (which is instrumental) you can hear the connections to "Our Song." It does make me wonder if Trevor had two different songs as he did with "Hold On" and "Moving In" or if "Don't Give In" was the source and then the band took that and worked it up into "Make It Easy." The latter seems to make sense especially if you consider the similarities in each chorus, as well as the fact that "Don't Give In" only has one verse.
My main contention with the way Gonzo tried to present this in the context of the boxset is: how can this song be "Make It Easy" when that phrase appears nowhere in the lyrics?! All told, I think I prefer "Make It Easy" to the original idea, although strictly from an instrumental point of view it's certainly a piece of music which I can see appealing to Chris and Alan.
So let's return to that original list and consider if it was a good idea...
1. One Track Mind - yes, only because I've yet to encounter it in fandom circulation and I want to hear it, even if it's not as deliciously cheesy as "Slow Dancer."
2. Hold On - DEFINITELY FOREVER
But the original demo is different than the one which made it onto 90124 in that he may have re-recorded it or augmented it at some point. I think I prefer the 90124 version in that it's just more of everything, gloriously over the top.
3. It's Enough - I like this one, it has an anthemic vibe and it's catchy. So I'd be happy with it on 90124.
4. Changes - yes, it's an interesting snapshot of Trevor's AOR abilities.
5. Love Ain't Easy - this is probably aka "Girl It Ain't Easy (Living Without You)"
This reminds me so much of Trevor's material circa 1979-80 and as such I hope they would have decided against it. It's not wholly bad, just totally unsuitable for Cinema. So I would pass on this one.
6. Moving In - maybe? Technically it should be included. I guess I'm just prejudiced in favor of the exquisite cheese of "Hold On."
7. Who Were You With Last Night - as with "Love Ain't Easy" this is another one which just wouldn't have been right for Cinema and so thematically not a choice for inclusion. However, I have a theory that "You Know Something I Don't Know" is somehow based on this song, but I'm probably the only one who thinks that.
8. Baby I'm Easy - this is another of my guilty pleasures, but I would have been wholly in favor of it being included on 90124. I have a theory that it was originally written for someone else, based on the lyrics - like I have this feeling it was better-suited for Rene or Stevie (Lange, not Nicks).
9. Would You Feel My Love - that's still a "no" from me, dawg (despite technically adhering to the concept). "Harmony" would have been a far better choice, in my opinion.
10. Tonight's Our Night - I will assert that this is essentially yet another version of "Hold On" - I actually consider it the bridge between "Stop Turn" and "Hold On." But it's not quite as good, and he's borrowing from himself again. So when you've already got the best you don't need the rest.
11. Owner of a Lonely Heart - its' inclusion only settles the argument of whether or not it was born a hit single and not made into one if you're willing to believe the original really does have the requisite DNA, which many fans do not. But because it's on 90125 it definitely belongs here.
12. I'm With You - even as Trevor noted it was developed by the band but not chosen for 90125 I still quite enjoy this song so I'm disappointed that he decided to leave the demo off 90124.
13. Must Be Love - see "One Track Mind."
14. Don't Give In - I think the original instrumental version would be the best to include in this collection because it does point to elements of 90125 and that era.
What should be on 90124 in terms of early songs already in circulation? "Fools" definitely. Not only because it's the basis of "Hearts" but it features a guitar tour de force in the second half of the song. And it's actually less cheesy than "Hold On" I would say, even if Trevor is borrowing from himself lyrically (there's bits of "I Sleep Alone" and "Everybody's Cheating"). Also "You Know Something I Don't Know" aka "Carry On" since we know Cinema did have that song in their repertoire as well as "I'm With You." And Trevor says "Would You Feel My Love" was meant for 90125 and Jon wanted to sing it, so I'm going to have to take him at his word.
So in my estimation a true 90124 release would look something more like this:
I think this would have appealed to fans at least, though I'm not certain if it would have come off as an even more niche type of release. Perhaps overall a better concept would have been a two-disc set: one which could be 90124 and the other could be something like "Demos 1985-1992" covering material from the other three albums. I just think that the way 90124 is presented and the way it actually comes off in the listening leads to a sort of cognitive dissonance. But it's such a clever title I can understand why they didn't want to let go of it even as they decided not to adhere to the concept.
Granted, I'm not trying to say I don't enjoy 90124, because I do, mostly. Especially when it comes to the Union and Talk inclusions. I suppose it would be tantamount to sacrilege to state something like: "You know what these songs could use less of? Jon Anderson." but do I think that? Sometimes, yeah I do.
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The exquisite vintage which is Trevor Rabin. |